She's .....wow. Amazing writer. Very eloquent and just brilliant. only two months.
There is a presence of something I know I feel it it's all surfacing.
Things music I'm listening to stuff I am reading syncing and now maybe due to lack of sleep a perpetual feeling of being underwater.
But feeling still so stunned by everything that happened yesterday.....
Some things are sad. Some a relief.
Thinking back to when I was living in Jersey City that was only two years ago but I'm thinking what an innocent that me was. I was blankly clueless.I had to take three trains to get into the city and it's weird how things make sense in retrospect but not at the time. Maybe there's something in me that just couldn't deal with it. I don't know what to do except.....????? Do it again.