oh lovelies

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

new....this time?

this time
it was you
it was you

all that was tight
gets tighter

all that was light gets lighter

what is mine is all mine

what is mine is all mine
all mine

this time
I had to have it had to
had to have it again this time again

Sunday, November 22, 2009

new version of ALL/flying high all the way to Paris

I'm going out, going out for a night
I'm going out, going out for a night

do I feel fear
do I
do I feel fear
do I

all these things
all these things
all these things
are coming your way
all these things
all these things
all these things
coming your way
coming your way

I'm sinking,
into myself
falling, falling again
had to breathe, to begin again

raining, raining heavy
raining, heavy raining

and these didn't exist before

it's raining
and lust, will come again
will come again
raining lust will come again

all that's bright
glass fragments shine
light down on me, through me again

they swallow me up
swallow me up
I'm part of them

are you going out
going out again

where are you going?

I'm going out
going out
I'm going out
going out

and I'll see you
see you

I'll see you
this time
how can't I

Saturday, November 21, 2009

have to share this

this is so fucking great in my view......

here is the conversation I had on youtube

Teimoso.....Riding f. Shelley Preston

lauraalta (1 week ago) Show Hide
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am I the only person in the world who loves this song? this is brilliant....

who is teismo????
vpowah69 (1 week ago) Show Hide
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nop :) This track was famous when it cames out (Digweed compiled it i think).

Teimoso is Rui Da Silva, old progressive producer.
lauraalta (3 days ago) Show Hide
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yeah I used to listen to that CD global underground LA constantly...

left hand path/satanism does not equal abuse of animals

it centers on respect for the earth and that means the environment and all that lives in it.

great article--yoga is a science, not a religion


i don't know

this person or what she did or who she asked for.....but my guess is that either she was not respectful or she's mentally unstable.

Friday, November 20, 2009

was it.....

Sometimes I see very intense things when I close my eyes. They are as real as a photograph. I don't know where I saw any of these faces.....? who knows....

I thought I heard footsteps, but no one was there. A shadow against the wall.....moving very quick, like a bat. When I close my eyes the visions are vivid and full I saw a man with blue mud on his face, he leaned over me. Then a face, not human, some kind of reptile. With wings. Some other things not so.....things that would just spring up pow! like that.....the feeling where you are walking in your sleep and trip...... Flying also.

All revised

all these things I
come your way vi
oh I'm on fire vi
I'm on fire

something silvery
jewelry reflects like like
the moon the sun
sparks one, two
it's you, always you

fell into something
you fell
but now you're back up
there's mud on you
or is it dirt

and again it flashes
the tiny star
runs by you and through you
so fast I can't stop it

Question Everything by Buddha

"Rely not on the teacher/person, but on the teaching. Rely not on the words of the teaching, but on the spirit of the words. Rely not on theory, but on experience. Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. Do not believe anything because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything because it is written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and the benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it."
--The Buddha

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

And I'm speaking as a life long feminist.....I am shattered. I can't believe.....that someone could stoop so low.

to those

who insult and defame my friends:

hey you're entitled to speak it's a free country. Even though you did not allow others the same....those who disagreed with you or questioned your highly unbelievable aspersions against person in question which, by the way, you did not keep anonymous.

And you are allowed your opinions no matter how wrong you may be. But if you're going to say that people whom I've become close to are these evil monsters when, face it, you have nothing which to back up your accusations, expect that I and others are going to take offense and well, lash back. Where are the other sides' comments? I looked and can't find them.

My friends are not perfect individuals. They make mistakes like anyone. But they don't deserve what is being hurled at them. OK. more on this later.

Sunday, November 15, 2009


it's the waning moon now, in Scorpio. What better time to....?


I was in the library and had music on my headphones and this annoying girl with a snotty little accent came up to me and told me I was making noise.....really bitchy about it. I mean, at least ask politely. But you know it's not worth getting into it with her. I have too much else going on. I could say some really nasty stuff but I have too much class. Women so much of the time are very nasty with me....they just don't like me. I don't like many of them. It's a mutual animosity. I never had many girlfriends though I had a few. It's disheartening, though. There could be a positive bonding but it rarely happens. I try. Cunt. My ex roommate was very nasty to me....so many of them, too many to count. It always ends on a horrible not. And it was never my intention for that to happen. I don't know what I did wrong, if anything. Very nasty and condescending. I was very hurt and offended. But what can I do? The energy it would take to retaliate is a waste it's that which I could spend on something productive. So sue me, I've made mistakes. All my goodwill fell by the side.

So in
a wonderful world where everything happens right

travel to cartegena, paris, egypt
finish and perform songs
backup singers
finish sps
get tattoos
get piercings

waning moon in scorpio....good time for banishing for good.

have great sex
visit cats

new words

going back
it's my one thing one and only thing
future that's ours all the stars my only
only thing
take a risk money is honey
living for the only thing only thing
I'm your favorite
running, running while it gets darker

Saturday, November 14, 2009

To Britney Spears

You are awesome too, I wish I could be friends with you I think we'd get along... and an amazing dancer but bad, very bad, for using those elephants in your video.

Elephants belong in Africa, or India, or wherever they typically roam, NOT under a tent! I'd say let all these animals go and they will probably survive. People say they won't, being bred in captivity, but I think that's bullshit. I know that cats are resilient and can usually make their way.

Open letter to Quentin Tarantino

You're the best. Almost. Ok. There is no BEST...but you're up there. You're awesome. Please hire me. I'll do....well not anything, but anything not too demeaning. And that doesn't harm animals.