oh lovelies

Monday, August 29, 2011

Sparks - I Predict


almost forgot......writing

apologies to those who've been waiting for new writing......I've been performing this one quite a lot with very good response. Just haven't posted.....it's been in one of my notebooks handwritten but here it is......:

In a dark room a message 
in a dark room a message 
eyes hers mine does she know? 
does she know? 

who I am a message she knows who I am 

all  is dirty pretty 
something, there is something 
all is dirty pretty 
there is something 
what's past forgotten, quickly forgotten 

that last was red 
like the blood on my hand 
last red like the blood on my hand 
listen to myself, my own breathing 
something opens up in me 
did you know? 
something that could be a tomb and she's not at rest 
did you know? 

push my way above dirt 
disciple of this lips that are red 
like that on my hand my heart beating lighter and faster 
eyes connected? that instant 
she looks at you familiarly 
she knows who you are

[[Make Me Over]] Midnight Fantasy: Makeup Tutorial

This too a little less bizarre.....

Fantasy / Costume make-up tutorial

God this is genius!
Pixiwoo's the greatest

ok. another topic

so the Big Storm  in Tribeca turned out to be rain.....lots. I know there are those who had it far worse and I shouldn't be whining.....except that I personally was locked indoors for a day and a half. My mom was out in the Hamptons and the power went out......but here it just rained, I didn't even see trees bend like they're supposed to during a hurricane. No flooding or damage that I could see. The air is so nice like a tropical breeze. The trees look beautiful....lush and big from the tons of water dropped on them. I walked on the west side highway, the bike path.....people with their shirts off (guys) on bikes, sunbathing. Personally, I don't get sunbathing; I tried napping once in the park, on the grass, and got so much unwanted attention I had to leave. Guess I don't have to get naked to get that!   But indoors I watched a movie, listened to 1010wins and drank Rioja......plus lots of reading and writing. And then slept. Now it's sunny out and life is on......here's a quote from Henry Miller.

"Neither a borrower nor a lender be," said the good Shakespeare, voicing a wish fulfillment out of his utopian dream life. For men on earth, borrowing and lending is not only essential but should be increased to outlandish proportions. 

why no news of this in the US?


I am disgusted. FDA you are liars. ADL you are liars. I will continue to publicly call you liars because that's what you are, and worse.

I am not a criminal, not a terrorist, have no criminal record, have broken no laws.......but that is what I was wrongly called by our corrupt and sick police and law enforcement agency in the US, ditto the military. I've never been other than a performing artist. We've been plagiarized and illegally spied on and wiretapped.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

The tragedy of Charla Nash and Travis the chimp

A chimp is NOT a domestic animal, not a pet, not an actor. They belong in the jungle with their own and nowhere else. It's a horrible thing indeed that an innocent person was attacked in this way. It should have been his owner. There's no excuse for what they did and they belong in prison for it.....but too late now. Anyway.Yes I'm being hard but for a reason. How could this have been allowed to happen?

Monday, August 22, 2011

Thursday, August 18, 2011

LSD Testing (British Troops)

Bad Trips?

how to tell if you're (or you and you are) schizophrenic


THis is about Phiona Davis, a young London fashion student who flipped and stabbed her boyfriend and great grandmother. This was back in 2004....she had been part of the Kabbalah Center. I have to say this is one of the most disturbing things I've ever read.....

guess that line in the Lady Gaga video Paparazzi "I just killed my boyfriend" isn't funny here 

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

X-Ray Spex - Art-I-Ficial

and this......had to add!

x ray spex - i am a poseur

after some searching, found this also

Simple Minds - I travel 1980

God what words? This is brilliant! They were like 19 or 20 around this time.....I wish I could have been 19 then. Who knows what would have happened.......oh my

intense dreams last night

actually there was murder, some kind of mansion, demons, a church, a cover up, stabbings, a screen test the script was some kind of star wars like I was thinking this is so different from theater!

it was a beautiful loft like themes of white.....I think I and some others moved in there....there was some kind of fight and I think a woman was stabbed.....then a cover up.....I knew who did it as I saw it.

Some kind of church, a demon, something.....

it was very vivid.

screen test....I really wanted this part and the audition went well

Monday, August 15, 2011

Sunday, August 14, 2011


the reason I didn't have my clothes is that I was harassed, this time sexually, by another person at the storage space. A man. I didn't go back to get my stuff because I didn't want to see him. I blame him for this and these people .....well I won't go into it here. I'm not taking this lightly.

Heart goes out to Indiana

I took a nap, woke late to this terrible news.


I have family over there. Oh. This weekend was rough. I was caught in that freezing rain in tiny summer clothes, and unfortunately had left my shirt and warm pants, no umbrella and was running through that with only a small plastic bag to shield me from the rain, all at 5am. I stayed out at this all night cafe, what fun, huh? They were nice enough to host me.

Thought my troubles were bad enough but ok yes this is worse. I am psychic and know very well when something is about to happen.

All my empathy for the people involved in this tragedy.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Speaks for itself. Sick. It may sound comic, but cats are not entertainers for our consumption we (and the idiots responsible for this) have no right to force them to do something that they don't want to or that is not in their nature. This is unacceptable. Completely. 

London Riots

London Riots

OK dammit I just typed this but accidentally deleted. What I wrote is what the author says......last night I was thinking, "Mark my words, it'll happen here." It's only a matter of time. How long can the horrors committed by some members of the human race go without any consequence? Well, they do. But for how long? None of this HAD to occur. It all could have been prevented. But because some unevolved individuals have stolen, really, exploited,  deceived in nearly unimaginable proportions there's this terrible disparity of wealth and power. But, wait, guess it's always been that way. It never had to be, but it was.......til things reach the threshold. I guess history repeats itself and people don't learn, do they?

One of the most popular videos of the past year was by the band Muse called "The Uprising" well yeah this is melodrama..........but it showed fires in the streets at night...................

Friday, August 12, 2011


I had a terrible run in with some jerk wad of a security guard at a storage space I rented. The tone he took with me was very nasty and insulting.....after I PAID THEM money. I'm pissed. People like him need to find the real criminals of the world to take their aggression or whatever grievance they have out on but........telling them that will accomplish nothing, as will any interaction with them.  REALLY PISSED. After all, it's my space isn't it?

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

Animal Blog


this is awesome check it out