21 year old woman falls

from the same area I wrote about yesterday. Every time I have a day and incident like this it's....something happens. And it did. It's all that general badness. 21 years old my goodness. Or did, rather, my mistake. The article came up. I was reading an essay by someone who wants to be a mortician....it gave me weird dreams of a little girl sobbing by a fountain, then her family came and started crying with her...her saying why them and not me......this last night