in a library

the woman next to me is chomping on her gum it's driving me nuts......




new life. looking forward to it.

Staying Alive

The script for this film was far from Pulitzer Prize winning but the dance scenes are genioux......

more Watergate/the Clash

  About seven years ago....I was listening to this band constantly this probably saved me at the time.......


this is back when Joe Strummer and the others were around 21, something like that. I mean, they were kids at the time. 

Skag I guess is heroin? All this pre-AIDS all that stuff.  


I'm So Bored With the USA 


By Joe Strummer and Mick Jones

Lyrics:


Yankee soldier
He wanna shoot some skag
He met it in Cambodia
But now he can't afford a bag

Yankee dollar talk
To the dictators of the world
In fact it's giving orders
An' they can't afford to miss a word

I'm so bored with the U...S...A...
But what can I do?

Yankee d-e-tectives
Are always on the TV
'Cos killers in America
Work seven days a week

Never mind the stars and stripes
Let's print the Watergate Tapes
I'll salute the New Age
And I hope nobody escapes

I'm so bored with the U...S...A...
I'm so bored with the U...S...A...
But what can I do?
I'm so bored with the U...S...A...
I'm so bored with the U...S...A...
I'm so bored with the U...S...A...
I'm so bored with the U...S...A...
I'm so bored with the U...S...A..
But what can I do?

Move up Starsky
For the C.I.A.
Suck on Kojak
For the USA

impressionisms

when I think of this, I think of this cheesy ass song by Simon in Garfunkle.....but it is still meaningful to me. I suppose meaningful can be cheesy. The French understand this, slices of life or of film that takes pictures of life. Summer brings this to me. Maybe it's subtext, or....? Something like that. Claude Chabrol uses dinner scenes in so many of his films....which is such genius, how so much is said with something so simple. A family eating dinner, yet so much goes into this simple everyday thing. The kind of cups, plates, table cloth, the shoes they wear, the room they eat in.....one of my favorite films of his is La Ceremonie.

Anyway.

Little things of summer I love and are so beautiful....there's that along with......everything else. In Central Park the flowers are on the trees pure white, against the background of the Met, and I love the Met too. Looks like the pictures in my Tarot deck. The little yellow flowers that look like boobs, not sure what they're called. The leaves are out. Tulips. It's all so gorgeous and winter is so dark and bleak.....then the flowers come out, Easter .....or .....? Rite of spring whatever you want to call it.....it's the colorful light in the dark. The smell of clothes, linens that have dried naturally outside.....something about that....? you can tell the difference. When I was a kid in Evanston my family had barbecues in this small park by the lake. I was remembering this today. Right at the beginning of summer, just as school was ending.

mercy light

mercy light
sun is lust
help this is nothing time
the space between the smallest things


light is me
me I'm a twin
for good or evil 
I'm not going




I won't be going home
I won't be




light lust
it must come back
must not infect
mercy light
light of lust
it's mine must be mine
it's mine must be mine
mercy light


I asked I asked
and did I know
I asked again and did I know
you were a rainbow
you were the sun spinning
the gold spinning
you were all the colors
every different fabric
on one of those Brooklyn streets
mercy lust
what must have been
what must be mine


they are the ones
coming apart




if they tried
they didn't
I died again
somehow it all fell on me
fell on me


I lived and lived after that
they cut her open
they looked for signs
only took one bad turn
only took one foolish lover
only one skull
a body, another
one car and four wheels
the candle flame glowed like gold
his bare body lit up


another in the ground
another mouth sewed shut
a crow, a raven
I ran and didn't wait
ran and didn't wait 

Mary-Kate & Ashley Olsen make-up tutorial

It's been so long since I watched these girls love this.....)

sephora nail polish

I ran uptown....went into whole foods....was trying on their oils.....

I went into Sephora and put on this face wash they were sampling....plus this light blue nail polish mermaid something.....it  looks great) tons of people were running and I was slow because my knees are messed up. I feel my face hot now.



There is more stuff of mine I have to memorize. Stuff that I wrote. A lot.....I have to catch up on. as the time is now.....

library

there are these cute little girls using the computers.....feeling a little better. I went running and showered....hot shower. Tomorrow's another day. Today's another night.

Erasure - "Oh L'amour" Version 2 1986

  This video so rocks.....in every sense of the word.....!

not

very often my nasty side comes out......but when pushed to the threshold.....well, as would anyone's. Someone who reacts, even hysterically, under the worst kind of duress and having all her buttons pushed past what anyone could handle, is not a dangerous person. It's not the same as someone who becomes aggressive at someone without they're having done anything. But anyway. 

All I wanted was to move on, and I had.....and this absurdness started. I was quietly living my life. That's the truth. That is absolutely the truth. I'm a quiet and private person. I haven't been even down at Occupy Wall St. except for one time walking the dog. I don't get into fights. I don't get loudly drunk. I don't ....I'm not a lavish spender. I haven't threatened anyone, I am definitely not a ringleader of anything. I can guarantee you I wanted nothing.....not even to BE in Manhattan where all this awful stuff started....I wanted to get back to my life in Brooklyn and Hoboken......just back to my life period. That is absolutely all I wanted. I'm also a spiritual person, and that requires quiet and private space, mostly. 

 It's not a lot. Though I deserve more.




AND that's all I want now, is to move on.



Start again.

also,

wasn't going to bring it up....some, driven by hatred, resentment, greed and envy.....stood in the way of my meeting with him. Really the worst creatures this planet has ever been cursed with. Who would do such a thing? I can't accept that that's a human being. They're just not. I wish I didn't have to write these things. Among other things, hacked into his computer and phone messages. That is not love. That's obsession, vindictiveness and hate. That's the worst kind of malice. But there you are. I too wish it weren't happening. To kick those who are down, when they are down. There's nothing noble in that.....that's cowardly, pathetic and disgusting.
But take heed, the whole world is watching, and every attack this person makes is on record.....if you want to go down in history as one of the worst, and be cursed and hated for many, many generations to come, and by the world presently, keep it up. And this woman I told him 3 years ago would be his downfall, but he didn't listen. It's sad indeed, and my words have rung true. It's not too late. Move on. I don't want to write these things, but what do I do? Something is terribly wrong and that's simply how it is.  

A quote from Judiciary Report: Let's get this ugliness being done all out in the open. As I see it, you do foul stuff to people, you deserve to be named and shamed for it. 

And it is my conviction that wrongful actions are being taken and I've suffered for it, as have others, and it's not tolerable by any means. It had to be spoken. It's too many times, all coming back to the same place. It is simply .....it doesn't get any lower than that, to surreptitiously work against someone who never did anything to you, simply because you resent their fame, or romance with someone....it's inexcusable and indefensible. This is unjustified. Hiding this way, and lying, is also cowardly. This is dirty fighting, toward someone who never initiated contact with you let alone never started anything with you.Not to mention trying to censor them, which is illegal, just because you don't like what they have to say, because it rings a little too true. People aren't crazy, bipolar nor are they imagining things: they're rightfully pissed off and you and don't like you for good reason. Furthermore, you stole from Stanley Kubrick.

Now. Let's start this day over, shall we?

21 year old woman falls

from the same area I wrote about yesterday. Every time I have a day and incident like this it's....something happens. And it did. It's all that general badness. 21 years old my goodness. Or did, rather, my mistake. The article came up. I was reading an essay by someone who wants to be a mortician....it gave me weird dreams of a little girl sobbing by a fountain, then her family came and started crying with her...her saying why them and not me......this last night

the influence of 13

the good news is that's an extreme number. I say this because it's come up innumerable times. So, it happens like that, the "death" in a way, then the "rebirth" the good, I guess. now that the sun is out. I was hysterical and angry and blowing up and crying and sobbing .....I....had a bad incident with law enforcement which I don't want to go into. I was so shaken and distressed....then at this apartment condo in that den of degeneration and everything abysmal, sick, vomit-inducing in the universe Murray Hill (sorry, I know a couple people in that area who are decent. but the area you're in is not) these ....people.....I'll leave the adjectives out......said something really insulting to me. I may have made mistakes and have certain shortcomings but this was out of place and undeserved. This went too far. I became physically ill. I lost my sunglasses. I had no food, no money, no medicine, someone stole my salad, my metrocard had a problem which .....I hate morning, I hate it I hate it I hate day I hate midtown all this I must be liberated from this I simply cannot take it. I can't. I can't. All this hate and meanness and nastiness and it's wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong there must be a solution to this! My eyes were stinging from sun because I'm sensitive to it. I'm sick of this, all of this. I acted badly for that I'm sorry....but some things are simply not right and they have to change.

incident

I had a horrible morning I am sorry for the last two posts I didn't mean to publish them. Please don't read if they were emailed.  But I do feel the influence of some. I don't want to go on and on about this but I'm very upset and need to find a solution to this problem it's my problem I'm so distressed.......and I am very frustrated that so much sympathy and help has simply come too late. I was......I went through a real hell in the past 24 hours I simply did......it was a nasty, devastating, low and dirty attack horrible. That coupled with other things, over the past couple years. I want an end to it. I don't know what I did so terribly. it just feels like I'm dying even though I'm not. I know it's self serving to say this but it is that much of a threat to some.....it was undeserved. Completely. I HATE Murray Hill and the people in it. My God that's an understatement. Certain people in that neighborhood are the absolute worst that humanity has ever created. But I won't go on about that here. I will say that. Not to mention a couple others. I won't deny it. I have good reason to. I just want to resolve this problem.This had to happen on a nice day......it felt like I was in hell and being crushed and what can I say I'm trying to fix all this. I don't know what else to say. I just went through a horrific thing and it was undeserved. It was. It really was. I'm sorry for what I did wrong but I didn't deserve that.

ran, again, somehow

maybe....it was all the sugar I consumed....I felt faint and a non stop urge to fall asleep despite having slept a lot.....little better

heat, sweat, hills.....and in front of Trump Apartments

I met someone a few years ago who lived there. It was on 44st and 1st I was walking along there, past the UN building....I used to ride my bike from brooklyn, up 1st, to the park or gym on the east side....because why? that was excruciatingly hard work and it was hot like this. don't get me wrong, I'll take sticky heat over the winter any day. I love summer. All the blessings the sun the light.....I was walking there and.....in front of all these people in my new boots I stepped in doo doo really embarassing....I kind of shrieked.....


I am thankful for an early summer.

Happy Sunday

I'm so thankful winter is almost over and it's not too cold out.....

better.....

Except for sleep deprivation, I'm OK, for now.....that person is gone. As for the details.....oh God. That'll take a book.

on this site

I'm pressed for time but I just want to say, I am expressing, writing on here, freely and creatively what I'm feeling and living breathing seeing experiencing......this is life as it comes my way.....and certain themes are attached to a lot of events. Upsetting yeah some of it is. I was upset when I wrote it. That is what I was feeling. A source has revealed things to me that did turn out to be true with further digging. Times of pain good as well as bad what I felt I said I wrote words were what I had to ....what I had to work with.

Tribeca .....before....

another subway photo: John Conn

Morning commute? from the 70s

Watergate.....Nixon

I've been reading articles....and I don't think it's possible to read them all....on the Nixon "Tricky Dicky" (love that) and Watergate.....conspiracy; which it absolutely was.....wiretapping, breaking and entry.....wow so much has changed (uh, that was sarcasm in case you missed it). This is fascinating stuff.....like I said I only began to read up on this. Also on "Deep Throat" aka Mark Felt....as the source for the dirty secrets, an investigation that started with the FBI, ironic because they had done the exact same thing: unlawfully spying on people who were not criminals, who hadn't done anything illegal and weren't endangering anyone.......the worst really and done with deliberate malice; to destroy the Civil Rights movement.....THEY the FBI were the criminals.....it's all really horrifying and makes me sick to think about it. Unfortunately, there is often corruption in law enforcement, in America. Well, everywhere. White House Chief of staff H.R. Haldeman and Assistant to the President for Domestic Affairs John Ehrlichman were among dozens who were found guilty and went to jail (for a whole 18 months).
Now, almost 40 years later, among others Rupert Murdoch and News Corp. are undergoing massive arrests for more or less the same: they have been, for who knows how long, illegally spying on people, famous and not....in America and the U.K. In New York, there is little being done about it, even though they have done this here not just in the U.K. This didn't end with Anthony Pellicano going to prison; spying is very much alive and well. And it's all a crime under Federal law, but it's happening. Rebekah Brooks was just arrested. The Reuters report had this to say: (Reuters) - Rebekah Brooks, a former editor and close confidante of Rupert Murdoch, was arrested for a second time on Tuesday in a phone-hacking scandal that has rocked the British establishment and embarrassed Prime Minister David Cameron. Embarrassed? To put it mildly. This isn't the government committing these crimes....but .....well, it's said that the ties are extremely close...it takes money to carry this out, it's people who unfortunately got into a position where they could do this almost unchecked for a very long time. I could go on and on about this; but it's going on here in NYC, not just London. Where are the arrests here? I'm digressing, excuse me.

Mark Felt aka "Deep Throat"


It was.....burglary...of the Democratic National Committee...with the intention of spying on members, their rivals. Deliberate. 

 Bob Woodward and Carl Bernstein

Well there's scads of material on this...which I plan to read, but I can only give my personal take on this that it's before my time, so I never knew much about this. But I would love to go back if I could and walk around during this time, New York or Paris. I mean if I could go back in time. I don't mean necessarily to the scene below....lol....there was no internet then, no iphones or whatnot.....people smoked (ugh!), the city was famously bankrupt and a dangerous place but there was so much happening just.....how to describe? Kind of like out of the ashes came this new creature.....

NYC subways in the 70s...photo by John Conn..... 


NYC as it was.....I am really intrigued.....

 Times Sq. Prostitute 

photos by Allan Tannenbaum   from the book

DIRTY, DANGEROUS & DESTITUTE | NEW YORK IN THE 70s – ALLAN TANNENBAUM

Love summer

This weather is such a relief and it's so nice to run and stop, sweaty, in wet clothes, and not be shivering in a cold bleak blast.....

this

hard for me to talk about write about.....but there are those unfortunately in my circle who are known for stealing from, then stalking and trying to destroy those who are their targets. They do exist. Furthermore.....I've seen stuff on the web referring to ..........horrific threats against me and someone else I know. We've both been a victim of these same people. It's done in a vague way, but there's no way it couldn't be noticeable. Really nasty stuff, too. Sadly true that a great legacy is under attack by some people who have been flat out called mediocre talents by legions of people who jealously covet the work of artists in the city (remind you of something?). I'm speaking plainly and truthfully here. No joke.

13.....

sums up my life pretty much......

http://www.google.com/imgres?um=1&hl=en&biw=1280&bih=920&tbm=isch&tbnid=mYrYED8p9Y6KPM:&imgrefurl=http://www.hq.nasa.gov/pao/History/apollo/apo13.html&docid=neL13U7PHWI6kM&imgurl=http://www.hq.nasa.gov/pao/History/apollo/images/apo13.gif&w=474&h=462&ei=_kBfT5bAKcTz0gG0lYG7Bw&zoom=1&iact=rc&dur=326&sig=106371632744176268186&page=1&tbnh=131&tbnw=134&start=0&ndsp=34&ved=1t:429,r:19,s:0&tx=90&ty=36

another ....

http://mitchieville.com/category/tombstone-headstone/

I mean

like people who play sports, I'm sorry. Like baseball. My experiences in gym, in elementary and junior high,  were the worst hell imaginable. When the sun is glaring. I just don't understand it. Everyone is different. I have friends who love this stuff....great. It's not me.

Happy people have something wrong with them

The world being what it is......I open my email and it's one horror story after another about people doing awful things to good people, animals. In light of this, I will never for the life of me understand people who are loud, chatty, absurdly cheerful and energetic in the morning.  I don't understand happy people. I'm sorry but I hate them. I've never been happy in my life and never am going to be. I'm just not that way. I mean however much crack they smoke, I don't know. I'm never that way no matter what. I feel like I want death, you know? The sun and daytime are horrible. I have had nothing but horrible experiences with day time starting from childhood. Day time is unbearable. How the hell people can be so chirpy lively and bouncy I just don't know. Well I'm not alone, I see. There's a Facebook page called I Hate Happy People. Makes me think of the REM song. These two women walked by me this morning their voices so loud they scraped my ears unbearably and walking fast. It's just not natural to be that way. They are delusional and evil.

http://feralboy.com/2004/08/11/make-your-own-tombstone/  I'm referencing this it's brilliant.....

California 70s rock

Been really getting into this......I would have fit right  in in this era.....it's been so long since I've been West I've encountered so much great stuff from there

for further description

these three individuals are threatened by any artistic projects I do or by, frankly, my genius. I know it's self-serving to say that but that's simply what is happening. That's simply how it is.....and they intrude on my life whenever I embark on a new project. Boy, that gets to her.......my brilliance and success. She did everything possible to block it and she is blocking human progress and evolution, not just mine but everyone's. She is truly a cancer, and that's one of the worst things anybody can ever do. Ditto for the other two. I was .......yeah I was stupid indeed. I'm not anymore. She stood in the way of my relationship..... She's been an annoyance par none to countless people. She carries toxicity and poison everywhere she goes and irradiates everything she touches. I want her gone. GONE.

Stalkers

The main three are at it again. This after my repeated demands that they stay away. I repeat: 


STAY AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 


They tried to send me an anonymous friend request I'm not stupid I know what's going on. I can see dating him was one of my worst mistakes and that, no, I was not sane. She is an evil, wicked monster a horror to the human race. I'm so mad at him for being tied to her, keeping ties, and bringing this entity into my life ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!




STAY AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Again, someone has repeatedly told you to stay away, told everyone she knows about her problem with you, spoken out against you online, yes, and on the internet, with support of people around the world, .............. and perpetrator/defendant/respondent/stalker pick your description they all apply, has been told by him countless times that it's over, yet she continues to prey upon me and I don't give a shit what their relationship is. He is an asshole, to put it mildly, and I really, really fucked up dating him. Good riddance!Get out of my life forever and don't come near me and  .......What a horrible human being. I mean it, to psycho-stalker stay the hell away!

St. Nicholas.....

I've read that who is now referred to as Santa Claus, or Saint Nicholas, or Saint Nick.....was one associated with gift giving and prostitution, as he was alleged to have dropped gold down the chimney to these girls so they wouldn't have to "work" In the East Village, where these big scary apartments now stand, was a German (Bavarian I suppose) church to him.....is that why his expression is "Ho ho ho!"???? my corny jokes.....

I wrote

again some strong stuff but I am genuinely endangered by her. She is a toxic person who is irrational and insane. This is not someone with any ethics or good will toward anyone; she is greedy, hateful and cruel. This person has inflicted a colossal amount of pain on me and others who are innocent. "you who are polluted with your lusts/stained with the guiltless blood of innocents" Shakespeare wrote. That she does, she taints and poisons everything she touches and her name alone is toxic. I want it and her forever gone from my life and don't want to see her anywhere, including attached to anything sacred and important to me. Too many times and she has gone too far.

Stuff to see in LA?

Whiskey a Go Go 

Church of Satan 

Intersection where Frances Farmer was arrested 

Jayne Mansfield house?

The last one a fascinating and heartbreaking story.....how "accidental" was her death? 

I was inspired by .....a couple summers ago....oh, well, summer 2009: a crazy crazy intense time of my life. The emotional toll of it made me lose 20 lbs not from dieting or drugs but.....? What was it? All the yoga I was doing? Deep breathing? I started taking Bikram Yoga but it was before....anyway. I had this little clock radio in my room, which was a basement, which got flooded...really disgusting I won't go into it. But. I was going to this event Hi! Christinas and ....my personal life. I was seeing someone who.....I got a call one night on my way to work that he was making out with some girl.....this was ....July 9, a Wednesday. The day of Michael Jackson's murder/death......I was reading some crazy literature and made genius art. Unfortunately, some was lost and some was not. No matter. I re-made the same thing from my head. So don't try to pass my stuff off as yours; you will only make a fool of yourself believe me. 

I was horribly distraught that day, of MJ's death. I wandered into a Buddhist temple on Canal St., a really beautiful place worth seeing to everyone. I got a fortune, from this kind of booth they have where you take one.....saying "You will become well-known." What they forgot to add was "Be careful what you wish for." That's a line in the Pussycat Dolls song "I Wanna be Famous" a rather grim and chilling one in the middle of an upbeat pop song.....anyway. 

I...did I write about this before? A dream that MJ told me to follow him and led me down to a basement....I thought I saw like a figure that looked .....well why write this ....ay.....probably no one will believe me.....but if you've ever seen out of the corner of your eye, something ....a figure appears and disappears. There are a lot of conspiracy stories on the Web I won't go into here. One that he faked his death. I watched this documentary. Fascinating stuff.....

but that summer....it was horrific at times and fabulous other times. I did some brilliant stuff that's only the beginning.....oh well that led to some stuff....another ....that would take a book.

Hey there! Who are you all?

I read the stats as to who's reading my site....people from all over the world it's amazing! I keep getting that people in places like Russia, China, UAE are reading my stuff.....

haunted toilet? Hunter library

At the bottom floor the toilet continues to flush itself....even though there's no one there. Every place has its own distinct thing......who says ghosts don't have a sense of humor?

SNL Great Day Digital Short360p H 264 AAC

  This is another....a friend of mine showed me this first I love it! For those curious about what coke does.....

RED FLAG

Love this.....

Got this email

....saying tomorrow is the "death moon." Which I've never heard of. But it would make sense.

I may have almost.....

 I went through something that nearly killed me...... Due to some issues. I wrote about them before. I wrote alot more that I didn't publish but will soon.


The political situation in America could be best expressed as dire. Of course these are my opinions, based on what I've observed. As for these "conservative" candidates discussing who is the worst is kind of redundant, they're all the worst. This is a full blown assault on human rights, animal rights.....human progress and life in general. It's really horrifying to me. They're promising a better world, but if they have their way we'll have the situation like in countries where 99 percent of the population is living in cardboard boxes with flies crawling all over them (that could have been me--horrors, it nearly was), and 1 of 1 percent, whatever it is, in a castle. That doesn't say much for civilization, does it? True, the Obama Administration is far from angelic. Good news? We have a wide range of delightful candidates to choose from. Kind of like, as one person wrote, the choice between 101% evil and 98.9989789% (or is that optimistic?) evil.

ok

Sigh. I can see now......after all the work I did, which was .......I can see now where maybe I impulsively, me being a fire sign! I plunged ahead without looking or ........and fell flat on my face. That happened a lot. But. I read that Balanchine had a particular fondness for dancers who fell because it showed they had extra energy or enthusiasm, which I have......but now I can see that ......how do I say?


The stuff I wrote was not nice.....shocking I suppose. First of all, I have to say that, what is far more deeply shocking is what I suffered at the hands of some people, among them, yes, this particular person who has been at best an annoying and physically and psychically draining presence to quite a few people, not just me. She is not the only one I didn't ever say she was. Yes, there were others. Yes, their intentions were hateful and malicious and deliberate. I am not ....I don't believe this I know this for a fact. It's been confirmed. Some are men and some are women, and no I'm not the only target. Unfortunately, not everything in this world is well intentioned. Why is there fighting......which can be to preserve something valuable and good as well as for other reasons. Someone.....when something really meaningful and great, something sacred and nearly untouchable, is at stake by people who are simply put, thieves and vultures, I'm just speaking plainly here......you know it's necessary to defend it. By ridding a situation and your life of what is harmful and malignant you are allowing the other thing to flourish. Someone, Venus S made a comment, so true brilliantly put....something to the effect that the harmful things are what create a void in your life and that is true for this situation believe me if ever it was for anything.

Again, she/it/they

are at it. They know who they are, if you are them, YOU know who you are. Stay away. And get away. Among others,  . I'll say nothing more here, other than I've told them all to stay away and I'm saying it again. Stay out of my life. Get out, stay out, never return. To whom I'm speaking, you know exactly who you are and don't try to pretend as it's a pathetic posture and nothing more. You're fooling no one and your act is old, and it's over. she is a horrible human being and a psychopathic beast. She is truly evil.......it's all confirmed to me by a number of sources what she is doing and what she did. I regret the day I ever met any of them. Good riddance forever. What a horrific and foolish mistake on my part, but then again, I didn't seek her out.Her or any of them. If I'd known, if I'd known.......and that ......friend of hers. Oh, yeah, I was naive as hell. I paid dearly for that. I admit.  After everything I went through, that she had a direct involvement in.....make no mistake, she knew what she was doing and did it deliberately, maliciously and willfully. It was NO accident. She also was not acting alone. I made my own mistakes I admit. But I am also talking about two different things. I just want to move on with my life......
Oh, a side note, there are those privy to her ways, and those working with her, who are keeping their mouths shut for whatever reason, it really doesn't matter. You know who you are, and you're as bad as she is. And you know what I'm talking about, too. And.....the truth will out, and out you to the world......so quit your act already. You've got it coming to you, and you know it. You've gone way too far and someone made the very dumb mistake of giving an insane person like you any power to do anything. Horrors indeed, that explains a lot doesn't it? Certainly irresponsible, and inexcusable as is your behavior.

Chefs d'ouvres.....

Story Source Here

Chris Brown, domestic abuser and alleged soul food cook..........This looks good and I love soul food. I miss having someone who will cook for me.....I had always been lucky enough to date guys who did that. Sigh. Not anymore. That should change.....   

Not that I want to date Chris Brown; I don't.