spending spree

Today was hardly productive and it's easy to be that way. I mean, I have a job and I don't. I'm trying to live like a decent citizen, but it's hard. I just can't get out of bed in the morning. Today I woke up scarily late. I went into Manhattan in torn jeans and a skanky thermal top and it hit me: I'm a mess, I need new clothes. So I spent about $70 on a skirt, top and wallet. So now I'm getting compliments on my skirt and I'm freaked out now cause I have hardly any $ left and need to work and I've been so damn lazy today. I even forgot my novel. I'm trying to be "professional." I thought the new outfit would help. But even then it's never enough.