Sadistic abuse?

Poke poke twist.....some have earned it.
Learning the skillet driven through my intestines indeed J was playing man-fuckhead games two timing me with Hari Kari  .....fortunately I woke up from that nightmare.....don't ever want to go through that ever again.....the news that hit me with the force of a knife or a bullet.....shattered my world my dreams my heart and soul my everything.....left to pick up the pieces and never again never again never again.....