re-emerging

I've been through a lot since last time there's been good and not so good. But here I am. I know I can't take anything for granted. I know that the things I'm pursuing and trying to bring light to don't .....it's not about look at me I'm perfect it's about being free to be who I really am and not living in fear or constantly having to defend myself. Or wanting to go somewhere else where the grass is greener but freedom to go to another spotty lawn because I feel or did feel trapped, and not every week the same old same old, you know. Not that it's dull but keeping up with all of this has been exhausting and terribly confusing. I'm being vague I know but .....dealing with everything from missing ups packages to drivers licenses to paperwork to some very.....I took some stuff out because I think it came out wrong.  I mean certain issues.....some other time for this.

BUT there've been some highlights. Been hanging out with friends nice time and saw half the movie "Carol" plus the debates. Plus reading the Tarot on various people some of which turned out to be funny as well as pretty spot on.

oh, yes, and Oscar party lovely great pasta and cookies and people.....


Dreams very vivid but ......names Lucille Ball, Sia, visiting my father and needing to pee and the toilet is messed up, money jewelry and......