Sea Mirror

this the mirror

this the sea

all of them are me 

all of them are me 

I'm on ice 

I'm underwater 

I'm on ice 

I'm underwater 

I'm in a mirror 

something falls wet

I'm in a mirror 

something falls wet 

Sea is the mirror

mirror is the sea 

return to me to me to me 

meant to be that's mine 

meant to be that's mine 

meant to be that's mine 

Two Women Discover Hidden Cameras In Their Apartment

Invasion of privacy is real......be vigilant!

Two 14 yr old girls commit suicide after being bullied

There are so many videos like this....the worst is the hate crime against two goth kids. Part of the problem is people aren't taught the reality of having to fight in this world. There are some who aren't going to back down. Why does the US have an army? There are scud dirts out there whose intentions are not benevolent. I speak as someone who was bullied, too. For me it was harassment, verbal abuse (mostly by way of sarcasm) over my views and because I stood up for animals. I didn't wear make up to protest tests that were done. I didn't know then there were alternatives. Look for the record I LOVE make up and going to Sephora....Duane Reade buying the newest eyeshadow and you know all that stuff. I guess I wasn't, after 6th grade, physically assaulted. I used to get followed home and roughed up, mostly pushing shoving, by the hoody kids. For me it was "equal opportunity;" they came from all backgrounds; black, white, Hispanic, rich, poor, female, male, ect. Yeah, it was a level field. But the worst they did was shove me to the ground. I've been hearing stories, from guys but some women, of kids REALLY beating the crap out of them to the point where they had to go to the hospital and then....in one case, a guy's father told him to go retaliate, and he did. Actually, my aunt told me the same, and I did. The kid was crying after that......but he decided years later to get "revenge." It doesn't end. People told me time would heal things. Honestly, it hasn't. But I never EVER would have considered ending my life.....maybe like everyone I had thoughts but there was no reason to leave life. I can only....really imagine what these poor kids went through. I had people who kind of coached me, a few friends who were sympathetic, even if they didn't completely shield me....I had role models; I KNEW that they (bullies) were losers going nowhere in life and that I was getting away from them. But all you CAN do at the end of the day is get away. There are sociopaths/psychopaths/borderline there are a million categories but these people exist and they are so far incurable. These are people who don't recognize that other beings, human and non human, feel, love, fear, value things as much as they do. I mean, hey, there are people beating the crap out of their own kids, why would they care about anyone else? I mean, looking at the statistics, which would have to be verified....it just goes on and on. All you can do is get away.....but in school that option isn't there. Maybe, if their parents aren't handling it right.....kids feel like they have no where to go, no one to turn to, that life is closing in on them. No one should ever be made to feel that way. It's a long battle but a lot has to get done about this. I don't know what the parents did or didn't do and I am NOT saying it's their fault.....although I do believe that schools and teachers were negligent. I know many times they are.....they see what is happening and do nothing to stop it. That does, frankly, happen. Maybe all the schoolyard bullies go into education so they can relive their glory years.....lol......that was sarcasm. But I would have to tell all parents tell your kids to tell you if something is happening IMMEDIATELY do not, kids, NOT say anything ever. You must let it be known so people can help you. If someone is touching you in a way you don't want them to, pressuring you to do something you don't want to, saying things to you that are upsetting, ect whatever it is tell someone so you can get help. Too many cases of this have ended tragically there need to be crisis centers like there are for rape and stalking victims.It's a mistake in American culture to think that people should be strong and able to shrug off what is coming their way, to make it completely ON THEIR OWN. No one, no human alive or dead, has ever EVER done that. Anyone who has gotten anywhere or done anything has gotten help. People NEED help......if they're in circumstances that are so traumatic that they're not livable where they are victims of what amounts to criminal activity; because this is under the law stalking, harassment, assault, terroristic threats, invasion of privacy there are many names but it is NOT legal to "bully" period......and the psychological damage is real and devastating. The same way for sexual harassment, rape, stalking it's an uphill battle first of all for it to be recognized.......but people subjected to repeated trauma are going to react. Blame the perpetrators not the victims. You're going to tell them now, after they're dead at 14, they should have toughed it out? Well, they didn't. I'm glad this subject is being dealt with....at least now with the internet there's more information more available. There needs to be more......

BANNED YouTube Video

STAND UP FOR FREE SPEECH!!!! AMERICA

dance, cheers, sun

 Apollo, Ancient Greek Sun and Arts God

 Bay Laurel

The sun, varying light spectra. And the cheerleaders.....ever look at a pic of yourself and go "aaahhhhh!"?

CL grievances, the list goes on and on

http://www.consumeraffairs.com/online/craigslist.html


really this is ..................... WHAT can be done about this, and how soon????????????????????

Craigslist harassment and discrimination

No names but my suspicions .....maybe the police, the FBI, maybe the serial killer who's murdered several young women in Long Island and who is still walking free.......

here is one of the Neo Nazi posts.....it's only this guy (I assume it's a guy)

Nig History There really is none.

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Date: 2012-02-04, 1:16PM EST
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Still not one word of Mandingo History before Europeans gifted them with civilization.

No Bach, no books, no anything of value or beauty. It's funny how a beaver can build a dam that shows a higher level of thought and skill than any Pre European Influence Mandingo structure. But we don't let beavers vote.

Why is this? The fact is science has never considered the negro a human. It was the Church and its irrational ways that attempted to humanize the Negro. How well did they succeed? Watch tonight's news.

on the same note, he wants the white kids out.

Hipster transplants

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Date: 2012-02-04, 1:13PM EST
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Is there any way we could send these phony losers back to their home states. The homeboys should beat and rape them since they are pushing them out. The phony clowns dont like to live in white areas for fear of being called a racist or maybe because its not trendy enough. They ride old bikes and wear track jackets with BROOKLYN emblazoned everywhere. These pathetic losers need to be sent packing. They have destroyed the fiber of ny.




Shut up, you idiot. We ARE the fiber of NYC, us "hipsters" who are artists.  I'm talking about those of us who are the real deal (sure, there are a lot of poseurs out there, but not all of us). You wouldn't know what the "fiber of NY" is (because actually it is and always has been "hipsters" actually) if it fell on you. But what am I doing? It's futile, cause you can't argue with crazy people. As for "moving into black neighborhoods" gee, why is that? It's not hard to figure out. Why indeed do the punk kids move into "black" neighborhoods? Well, think about it. Think real hard. Hard. Oh, but that's supposed to be irrelevant. Actually, more like the Chinese "communist" areas. Think about THAT. The SAME real estate for 1/20th as much. What would you do? Pay the market rate? Sure you would. That's why you're so fond of outsourcing to India. You  hypocrite. Grrr. Oooooooohhhhhhhhhh. My cruel side is coming out......you asked for it.

Here is a site where many people have posted their grievances with CL 

http://www.consumeraffairs.com/online/craigslist.html

This is unacceptable. Too many people all over the world have used CL successfully for all kinds of things and the majority of them are regular working people who need to make extra money. This site, five or six years ago, was excellent extremely resourceful. I am one of millions of people who was greatly, greatly aided by it....it opened up a lot of doors and opportunities for me . Now, these fuckheads have ruined it. This is not tolerable. They cannot get away with this. This is unacceptable. Maybe it's harassment by the police, I'm sure much of it is. Dirt fuckers. Or rivals whatever. Whoever is doing it, has no right to cause harm like this to innocent people. I'm ....I have a very good feeling that the individual committing massive murders in Long Island is also responsible, directly or indirectly, for what is happening. I'm one of many people who have been unfairly harassed and my accounts fucked with and no way am I going to let someone do this to me. OOH. OOOOHHHH. No. This must end. This site is getting a bad reputation in the news and unfairly, due to what amounts to relatively rare incidents (I mean involving violence between people who connect on the site). Honestly. Millions of transactions take place on this site every day but it only takes one thing.....I have contacted the staff innumerable times and gotten no response. This is absolutely harassment....whoever is doing it must be stopped. It's gone on too long and......there's well I won't say the rest. No one should be allowed to cause problems like this to innocent people and if you cause problems for one person there are others being affected too. This must be stopped. This person must be stopped. Anyone?

sea mirror again.....getting this!

  Hey hey 's been forever since I've written but I am now.......help me more to come!


this is the sea, this is a mirror 
all of them are me
all of them are me



I'm  on  ice 
I'm under water
I'm on ice
I'm under water


I'm in a mirror
something falls wet, I'm 
in a mirror, something falls wet 
I'm in a mirror, something falls wet






sea is the mirror 
mirror is the sea 
return what's lost to me 


sea is the mirror 
mirror is the sea 
return what's lost to me



it's meant to be that's mine
meant to be that's mine
meant to be that's mine 
you want it you grab it 
you want it it's yours 
it it's yours

Fargo: Kidnapping Scene (& more)

God this scene is incredibly disturbing but crazy I was dying watching this .....

Bad Santa - Reindeers

Billy Bob Thornton is so awesome.....!DD..... this is one of the films, along with equally hilarious Griswold Family Xmas this xmas......

10 months pregnant & using the pole

I feel better seeing this it can be done.....!

Pennies @ Under St Marks did my act!

A crazy day full of several blunders (mine) and general craziness in a lot of different places...... .........! but anyway, this material I worked so hard on I finally did it! Got my music finally......


So after the show I was walking on first avenue, I overheard this girl saying something like, the stuff performed tonight was "weird"......I was really thrown off by this at first. But I can take it as a back handed compliment now.....I mean if she'd said it was "bad" or "boring" that would not be good. But the fact that she thought it was "weird" shows it got her attention, got her confused...and thinking. So she wasn't bored. So I and others must have done something right..............

Devo - Girl U Want

This is another record my father randomly had when he lived in Chicago.....the summer I visited him I had some skater friends who introduced me and next thing I knew there was a crazy out of control party at Dad's apartment.....guys jumping through the kitchen window.....anyway. I mean, we were teenagers.

Speaking of, I dreamt of Dad last night....that I was in Chicago visiting....and we were driving a pickup truck. I got in the driver's seat (and I never drive, my license is pretty much a bad picture and that's it) and was driving....then I remembered I had a performance in NYC I had to get back for. We're going through customs in the airport. I get on the plane, back to NYC. I go into the theater where the show is going on....there are many female dancers in like sequined outfits. One of them, wearing red, with black hair (maybe cause I was reading Anne Sexton's Snow White poem) is telling me, "Get in the kitchen!" I'm not dressed to perform. They all go on stage....this was a really vivid one. I slept again for like 12 hours....making up for what I lacked before. Now, I need to memorize my poems and do ..........

Level 42 - Lessons In Love

I used to watch this band as a kiddie kid these were like 80s uber cool

Sea Mirror

  Hey hey 's been forever since I've written but I am now.......help me more to come!


this is the sea, this is a mirror 
all of them are me
all of them are me



I'm  on  ice 
I'm under water
I'm on ice
I'm under water

I'm in a mirror
something falls wet, I'm 
in a mirror, something falls wet 
I'm in a mirror, something falls wet




sea is the mirror 
mirror is the sea 
return what's lost to me 


sea is the mirror 
mirror is the sea 
return what's lost to me


it's meant to be that's mine
meant to be that's mine
meant to be that's mine 
you want it you grab it 
you want it it's yours 
it it's yours

writing earthquake

Just as I was in hell and high water and freaking out over a .....cyberstalker......the earthquake in Indonesia happened. 7.3 magnitude. That place really gets hit bad. it's an archipelago......all broken up. It's all that......"bad energy" is such a cliche.....or "evil" whatever you want to call it. Or maybe just destruction. Murder. I was watching the Kill Bill scene...Daryl Hannah calling  Black Mamba "death incarnate." Got the death card twice in the tarot. Had a horrid emotional moment. Saw that word. That name. That picture. Maybe she is death incarnate. Sorry that's harsh but what am I supposed to think? As someone who is ......I won't say "bad"  or "evil" even though that exists....I'll say "not benevolent" or "destructive" or........? Call it what you will. The same thing happened about six years ago. Seven years ago. I was at midnight mass, xmas eve, they sane "Silent Night" turned out the lights, lit candles....I got in an argument, went home to brooklyn, woke up the next morning and the tsunami hit.

But anyway. This is not good.

thank you

ooh

sure come on my site read this and get the hell off and away from me forever.........I mean it. Or else. I'll leave the rest unsaid.

ALi G writes a book

I think this is the best or one of the best of his......such a riot

The Trailer Fight - Kill Bill: Vol. 2 (7/12) Movie CLIP (2004) HD

I love this film....this scene is just.....it's really on fire! Super chick--ee......