Been a while

Four days rather. Spent early today watching youtube videos. I'm pretty shaken up and some of it is scary but it's starting to make sense. I merely comment on what I see is all.
A lot that I can't explain but.....
No it doesn't make sense. In your face display of.....
For these little pockets of space I can call my own I am so grateful. Betrayal and back stabbing of the worst kind, by someone I was led to believe although the way along I had my doubts I suppose. I can't accept or believe that people are just stupid I mean of course that would be so flattering to me.....